Why do I feel sad when I talk to you?

Something is bothering me and I can't put my finger on it.

I finished Grad school and now have my masters. I am back home and now have a masive amount of stuff to unpack and sort. I will be home for a week and then I leave for the outer banks to visit David for his birthday. It was supposed to be a super exciting surprise but I had to tell him in order for him to get off work and now it seems less exciting. Then the end of May I am going to Myrtle Beach with Meghan to celebrate my finishing Grad school. I am beyond excited.

I also have a lot of support to raise this summer, so that needs to be started soon.

I like people much better than computers. Computers are one thing I can't stand malfunctioning. People I expect to malfunction and let me down. Computers are supposed to do what you tell them no matter what. When people get viruses they can usually be fixed with some chicken soup, rest, and some antibiotics. Computer viruses are like the world ending. And no matter how much soup I pour on them, it doesn't help.

So puzzling.

I think I need more human interaction.

And more time with God.